my love.

"one day someone asked me, what does love really mean to me..
i said how should i know,i have never been in love before..
but there is something that i know, it truly tortures when it comes to love..."

-Evan Yo

yeah..indeed..

when you very care about someone, miss someone almost all the time, keep thinking what is he doing and stalk someone like a spy, you will suspicious and curious about yourself, and keep asking yourself a question: Am i fall in love with him?

then, you will try to find out the answer all the time..
until u get the answer and conclusion..
you hope to let someone knows your feeling..

when you unable to hide your feeling anymore, you will try to make a chance and express your feeling to him..

you will always hopeful and think that you will success one day when he does not give you the specific answer.

and when the time getting longer and longer..
you will start to feel frustrated..
and starting to console yourself by watching some idols, movies and love story dramas..
you will find a new target after influenced by the story line of the drama..

and in the end..

you will use " follow the fate" as the excuse and
act like nothing ever happened..

i love you, my friend.

=)