i am,

The differences between them are : reality vs dreams, negative vs positive. I told myself to BE MYSELF long time ago but i failed to do so. When all the negative issues popped out in my mind today, i was going to be crazy and i failed to control my emotion well again.I hate that. I knew that i have to control it well because i have a bad temper. Two tweets in the twitter were not enough for me to vent. And in the end, the worst came to me. I chose to take a shower to clear my mind and let go everything. Yeah, 60% succeed.

Felt to read sherlyn's blog so much, and i have finally made the great decision. Her articles cured my soul and my heart. I wondered why there are so many negative-s in my body, in my mind. I need positive energy, i need soulmates, i need dreams.

And thus, i miss the other three dream makers.

She said she wanted to be herself.Yeah, she did. I'm proud of her. I feel sorry and regret because i am just keep on lingering on the way. That's why i always hoping that i can hide myself up for a perioud of time to guide myself back to the right way. But, i cant really get what i want. Oh MY.

Sometimes, i feel that social network is not really good for me. I'm just too easy to be influenced by people, and cared for everything. It made me lost my own way.

I just wanna be--

the way i am.

that's all.